Desperate

I really am. I can feel the itch all the time. I need to do it soon. I really am handicapped without it. My father wants it too, though not as intensely as I do and not as urgently as I do.
The one thing that has always been by my side, whenever I needed it..Now, its a distant dream. Anyway, I am patient, I have always been. For those highs are worth the despair, worth the wait. Two years of bliss and then boom, I had to forsake it. No one's mistake though..just the circumstances, life they say has a weird sense of humour. Just when I was getting to be really comfortable with it, enjoying those long sessions.... anyway fretting and fuming has done no good to any man..so here I stop my rant.

Wishing to see you soon in a new avatar..a new make
Yours truly